January 2012
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Jan 7th
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I wonder why you want to be friends with me, if your actions are speaking another language than what you’re saying. You tell me you can change the way I feel, yet you want to keep a friendship between us. I’d hate to go after someone that’s not trying to get into the same thing as me, but that’s just what I want.. I want him. Yes. I’d rather spend all my time on...
Jan 6th
This guy I work with is always trying to hang out with me, and for some reason we seem to hang out really late. You can’t get mad at me for saying “well I’m going to sleep so hit me up tomorrow” at 3 am. Also, if we’re friends, why would you offer in taking off the sweater I’m currently wearing for me? I know I said I’m hot, but if I wanted to take my...
Jan 6th
pure bliss.
Love at first sight, I want to hold that feeling when I know it’s right. I want to be starstruck, Feel the way it is to run into luck. To become someone’s only miss, as if the feeling of “I need you” only exists. To make a move and not let go of reality in itself. And have no doubt in my mind I want this for my health. 
Jan 3rd
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Why do females like to watch shows about liars? What is this? Pretty Little Liars, then The Lying Game.. The fuck??? 
Jan 3rd
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All along.
Somewhere in between the lies, the stories, and deceptions I lost myself So far in my confusion that I wouldn’t want to go too deep back to make you understand. I’m alone because I am gasping for help. Wanting so much from one person, and for them to be okay with the fact I claim them as “my man”. I want to be loved, but I want it just a bit more than I love myself. And...
Jan 2nd
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Jan 2nd
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I need to get away from Twitter and Facebook,...
So of course I’ll come back to Tumblr being my safe spot. Oh, how I missed the privacy of completely venting my thoughts, feelings, and confusing bullshit I let myself go through daily lol.
Jan 2nd
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December 2011
Dec 23rd
For people with deep emotional issues such as i
mishathemadhatter: sex is a complicated subject. like an octopus with tentacles stuck together, it refuses to flow properly. its never black and white, its gray mixed with emotions, regret, no satisfaction.. and deep confusion.  why can’t i just fuck casually and be happy like the rest of you. Instead i want sex with big long dangling strings attached. ^^^^
Dec 21st
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Didn't even have to work today.
So my sister is coming to get me now and we’re going out for breakfast, and I’m too thrilled! I’ve been missing the kids and her presence these past two weeks, and this is the only time I ever get off so I’m happy I get to spend Christmas with them and my cousin. Time to take a break from this city..  (ps: yes I know I look tired as shit, I’ve been up since 5:20 and...
Dec 20th
Dec 19th
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Dec 19th
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Anything anyone says to “beat the shit out of you” is funny. Maybe I’m just simple, but that shit be having me dead.
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
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Dec 4th
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Dec 3rd
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Dec 3rd
Dec 2nd
55,309 notes
Men.
Females over-analyze a lot of things when it comes to someone new and our interest in them. Let me correct myself, especially when we’re interested in them. We tend to confuse ourselves with trying to “read|between|the|lines” when it’s clearly shown in our face what it really is we’re trying to understand. Men are simple creatures, it’s either black or white...
Dec 1st
Is it wrong for someone to just be happy to see their boo, even if it’s only an hour? No, I shouldn’t even question it. I know I’m happy. I’m happy with him. So I guess I answered that for myself, eh? 
Dec 1st
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November 2011
Lol. That picture looks kinda trippy because my laptop is unleveled. Fuck. I’m high. Lol
Nov 29th
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Nov 29th
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New theme.
So refreshing to have something new on my blog.
Nov 29th
When having a crush on someone was the biggest...
I know you remember those days. Haha
Nov 29th
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“I heard once that they would rather hear about memories than enemies. Rather...”
– Drake
Nov 29th
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Nov 29th
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I’ve learned a lot this year, changed my life around completely. One thing I can honestly say is, no matter what - at the end of the day, some people will say they’ll always be there, others will forget about you, but at the end of the day all you really have is yourself to fall back on with your word. Forget what anyone else thinks of you, if it’s a good word or they’re...
Nov 28th
Your feelings can only be hurt if you care so much about it. Face it, I am cold-hearted which has its good and bad moments. Oh well.
Nov 28th
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Nov 28th
Nov 27th
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Time really goes by slow when you’re lifted.
Nov 27th
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“They say actions speak louder than words and they say I don’t care. But I...”
– Trey Songz (Me 4 U Infidelity 2)
Nov 27th
Nov 27th
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Even though I HIGHLY dislike the Patriots and...
I still am watching this game. I really can’t stand how the Patriots play (no, Tom Brady’s sexy ass is only respected - not the Pats), and the Eagles have defintely showed the world they’re nowhere near perfect with the many all-star names that are featured each game who wouldn’t think they were? I mean, now they got Vince Young as Vick’s replacement. Let me not go in...
Nov 27th
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Nov 27th
People that check up on your tweets/blog/facebook status just to be nosey «< Because they’re too ignorant to ask you themselves. Fucking fags.
Nov 22nd
forever alone post.
Nov 22nd
Ugh,
I’ve been single for 4 years. And I mean single as in: I haven’t been in a relationship where my significant other claims me as his girlfriend and him as my boyfriend.  Not having someone who I have sex with, without it being a “booty call” or “fwb”. Third-wheeling it when the rest of my friends bring their boyfriends around. Got damn it. Don’t...
Nov 22nd
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I'm not sure how to feel about this one...
So I met this guy about a month and some change, ever since we went on the first date we’ve been talking every day, every night - you know, those good morning text messages, how is your day, what are you doing, when am I gonna see you, good night calls, ETC. Anywho, I finally told him last week that I like him, even though it was obvious from the first time we kissed (which took him 4 dates...
Nov 22nd
Probably the main question I seem to always ask...
Is he gay??
Nov 22nd
WatchWatch
malcolmsex: hilarious. 
Nov 22nd
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So apparently I lost mad weight.
I never meant to, honestly I think being stressed on and about almost every aspect in my life really took a toll on me. I stopped eating as much, started eating really unhealthy, and going out all the time. Ever since I let go of a few people, stopped going out, and actually bought more groceries for myself I’ve been trying to get myself back to the old me. It sucks, but I’ve got to...
Nov 21st
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Nov 21st
228 notes
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Nov 18th
Ain’t nothin like some hot cocoa and cookies after a good smoking session. The bong Marley included.
Nov 18th
Express Platinum Card: Scam?
I just got a phone call from one of the “representatives” for this credit card, approving me for $5,500, 5% credit fee each month. I’m reading up on this, and one forum site has a whole bunch of people who received this same phone call and offer, saying it’s a scam. What’s the $99 activation fee for, I don’t understand? Is this how people who have been fraud...
Nov 15th
Anonymous asked: Not only do I like your blog (haha I found it) but I also am OBSESSED with you secretly. Ok here we go.. I got this idea from a Tumblr spam I got once lol.. I think you like me too and you were always too shy to admit it :3 go to crushmatches(dòt)com (wtf it wont let me link regular) and make an account there. Then look up the profile 'gottagetme19' (me obviously) I left body...
Nov 14th
Nov 14th
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Nov 14th
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