So I met this guy about a month and some change, ever since we went on the first date we’ve been talking every day, every night - you know, those good morning text messages, how is your day, what are you doing, when am I gonna see you, good night calls, ETC. Anywho, I finally told him last week that I like him, even though it was obvious from the first time we kissed (which took him 4 dates to actually kiss me). Things with us are okay, but I don’t get to see much of him lately. Our schedules clash so much, every time he’s out of class I’m off to work. And every time I get off work, he’s doing homework or something along the lines.. And I guess that’s my fuck up too since my job is literally located in front of the dorms. So I was gone this weekend and we’re both leaving the city for Thanksgiving tomorrow so I won’t be seeing him till probably Sunday, if that.
I like him a lot, he’s nothing that I’m used to.. Which is difficult for me to go about this situation. I try not to attach myself to people because I may come off too strong so I set aside my feelings for a lonnnnng time till they pretty much explode everywhere. Personal problem, yes but I can’t help myself—I’ve always been this way, especially when it comes to relationships. I am very blunt with him, any questions I have I ask and he hasn’t lied to me. So it seems he’s very much interested in me also, I just want to hang out more.
It’s only been one month for this whole thing, and I’m very much used to prolonging the process of “dating”, but if things keep working out and we start hanging out a lot more then I don’t really care for the timing.
I just don’t want this one to turn out like my last two.
