I wonder why you want to be friends with me, if your actions are speaking another language than what you’re saying.

You tell me you can change the way I feel, yet you want to keep a friendship between us.

I’d hate to go after someone that’s not trying to get into the same thing as me, but that’s just what I want.. I want him.

Yes. I’d rather spend all my time on him than to keep hanging out with all these dudes that smoke and have different intentions with me that are clearly not in my way of thoughts towards them.
I’d rather be able to talk every night and go to bed being the last thing on his mind, and wake up with the same feeling that I went to sleep with.. That feeling of him being the first thoughts as I wake up.
I’d rather smoke with him all day than to have these guys smoke me out all the time.

I’d just rather be with him, and it sucks to have to “go with the flow” for a second until I see exactly where his head is at when it comes to us.